Confessions: “My Dreams Scare Me”

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June 12, 2014
 

…to the point of slow resistance.

I used to make excuses outside of myself.

But back then, it was hard when everyone was against me. I still fought for me.

Now, everyone is supporting me. All down to my momma buying me apples to juice and photography magazines to work on the craft.

But now it’s me making it hard for myself.

Even though my dreams are embedded in my soul, insecurity lies there as well.

Constant questions like, “will this sustain me?” and ” can I execute this?”, pop up in my head.

I have a lot of knowledge and wisdom, through ancestors, God, elders, family, friends, and experiences, that I can tap into.

I KNOW.

 BUT sometimes, that’s not enough.

I DONT FEEL

it in my skin.

 Still a skeptic in the wonders of me to transport my fantasies into reality.

 What about your dreams that scare you? What are you doing to overcome it?

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